Samhain

This night is perfect
Cool breeze blows crisp leaves
The sound excites me
Looking at the moon
Shrouded in her dark drapery clouds
I long for you
Your arms
Capturing
Holding my very soul
Tree bark rough against my back
Lost in your eyes
Dark chasms
Sinking slowly
Down
Falling
Lost
The need in me that craves the abyss within you
Screams for release
Howling for climax
Taken by the wolf moon

Bad Blogger

I have been very bad...No blogs for over a month...hides head in shame.
*sigh*

Seasons Change

It’s in the air
Wrapping around me like an old quilt
Familiar like a lost lover
Hear its voice in the birds’ song
See its breath in the time honored leaf dance
My soul opens for it
Welcoming it into my heart
The orgasm known as Fall

Dwelling Place

How do you know
When the time has come?
All illusions gone
Torn away
Naked...crying soul
Left bare
Alone
Is it a word?
A glance?
Or rather just that empty feeling
Left in the hollows of your heart
Whatever it is...You know
You always do
I am so sick of endings
Pulling the curtain now
Drawing myself into the pain
Knowing this place
All too well

Old Lovers

What do you say to your past?
Hi…seems so lacking
A hug
For a moment
His heartbeat feels like home
Then you remember
Hasn’t been home for a very long time
Bodies remember
Souls look back
In a blink of an eye
Fleeting moment
Smiling
“We really should have dinner sometime”
Said without a thought
Smiling again
“Yes call me”
Knowing that it will never happen
You can’t go home again
Realizing…
You don’t want to
Finally
Hi…is enough

Breasts

Breasts full and heavy
Breasts of an Earth Mother
Not unmoving mounds of plastic
They were made to be felt
Licked
Sucked
Even on occasion bitten
Love to have a man against them
Feeling his hair on my flesh
Tongue laving tender nipples
Tight peaks
Lips bringing pleasure
Nipples the color of the shell I carry
It’s the color of both my nipples and my lips
Normally it rests on my altar
For some reason
I have been carrying it with me
…
…
Why?

Epitaph

Three letters
Carry weight
Cover so much
Leave nothing to chance
Misinterpretation…never
Once heard
Spoken
Everything changes
Cannot take them back
Might as well be carved in stone
Screen fades to black

Fin

Audience

Together
Flesh pressing flesh
Heated
Flushed
Alive
Ragged breath
Calling out to God
Reaching
Climbing
Release found
Cumming down
Dolls watching

Carpe Diem

Hidden
Fantasies
Dance in the dark
Cloaked from view
Does one invite fantasies into the light?
Where they can unfurl
Weave their primal magic
Release the beast within
Untamed
Free
Or keep them
Chained
Held tight
Is the risk...worth the discovery?
Hand shaking
Reaching out
Flipping the switch
Allowing the light in
Time to dance

Beltane

Thoughts rain down

Over me like silk

Covering my body

With memories

Lust filled thoughts

Dark desires

Felt under the moonlight

Morpheus

Dreams
You were here last night
In my head
Body
Felt you there
Hard
Filling me
We played
At untried things
Unspoken desires
Waking
Wanting you
Hurry…Back

Limbo

What do I want?
Need…
Desire…
No fucking clue
Escape feels good to me
Do I
Stay put
Or run?
That question burns my soul
Then again
It always has
I know this place
Having spent time here before
The isle of fear

Lupus

Another has been here
Since I last had you

His touch
A bit rough
His thrusts
More savage
He howls when he cums
Like a wolf baying at the moon
I left breathless in climax
But try as I might
Didn’t see colors when I came

Etoile

Memories
Sparkle like stars
In the black night
Some shimmer
Burn bright
They follow you
Dance upon the sky
Making you ask
Painfully
Why?

Aeons

Body aches
Long forgotten wounds
Resurface
Feeling old
Used…
Alone…
Pulling the covers up
Yes, sleep will help
But…please
I beg
No more dreams
Don’t want then anymore
Some dreams should be left for the young

Perchance To Dream

Eyes open
Watching
Holding you against my breast
Fingers running over planes
Bodies molded into one
Sounds of you sleeping
Trusting
Why…
Am I still awake

Two Roads

Wanting something

Unspoken

Craving it

Without reason

Do I dare

Search

Hard to Kick

The habit that is you
Can't help this feeling
Your touch causes me to burn
Wanting...
Needing to get closer
Melting into you
At least
For awhile

Skin To Skin

Can’t keep my hands off of you
Don’t want to
Body warm
Breath hot
Lips soft
Cock hard
I like the way you feel
On me
In me

Requiem

Snow in April
Just when my body
Relaxes…awakens
Ready for Spring
Skies open
Cold returns
Snow drifts down
Caressing flowers
Shrouding them
Under deadly blankets of white
Strong blooms survive
Weak…wither and die
Mirroring life
Crying
Harsh…brutal…beauty
Nature

Altar

Awaken
Looking…really seeing
What life has to offer
Placing myself upon the altar
Sacrifice to life…
Love
And the pursuit of happiness

The Other Night

Your scent

Lingers

Wraps around me

As I sleep

Dreaming of your touch

Making my morning shower

Almost sad

Water swirling down the drain

Pulling your essence away from my body

Yet, if I close my eyes

Your scent remains

As a memory

Inhaling…I smile

Alchemy

Flashing
Into another realm
Mystical
This union
As above, so below
Emerald tablet
Sacred release
Answers uncovered
Divine release
Waters of life
Auras surround like ether
Touching
Becoming…one

History

To share
Without words
The gentle knowing
That comes with living
Together
Miss that
My history is shared with many
What would it feel like?
To look into one mans eyes
And have him know my story firsthand…
To really know
Our history

Found

Looking today
Really seeing…maybe for the first time
What I want
Need
Has it been there all along?
Buried under doubts
Digging down through the layers
Debris of lives almost lived
Reaching the child hiding in the dark
Finding her smiling
Where have you been?
I’ve been waiting for you

Fragile?

Bending to life

Unwilling to break

remembering

this was my choice

Almost Solo

Love to watch
As you touch yourself
A touch that looks almost painful
Never feel comfortable
Being that rough with you
Placing my hand over yours
Now…
Working together
You let me be a part of it
Sighing, it takes my breath away

Release

Longings unburied
Untying restraints
Abandoned years ago
Feeling the psyche stir
Awaking the senses
Need building
Climbing higher
Reaching
Flowing
Cumming
Soaring
Again…and again

Lions and Lambs

March is brutal
Dominant…unbending
Assaults the senses
Leaves you battered
Bruised
Breathless
Longing for softer days
Wet with desire
Reminding you
Just how fragile you are

Freya

Thunder…lightning
Storms always leave me in awe
Breathless
As if the Gods and Goddesses are fucking
Thrusts herald thunder
Orgasms bringing lightning bolts
Creating anew with lust
Makes me want to join them
In their stormy realm
…
…
How about you?

Primal Spring

Geese pairing off
Buds beginning to show
It’s in the air
Can feel it
Life coming back
Tingle is there
Itch waiting
Buzz you can sense
Urge to sleep outside
Stars overhead
Desire
Ancient needs…
Distant drumbeat
To fuck under the moon
Fire to light the way
Not yet
But soon
Free
…
…
Cumming into Spring

Unseen

Touch…electric
Mystical spark
Flesh touches flesh
Human are made for touch
Needing it to survive
Without it life becomes unbearable
That first touch with another
Marks you
An invisible tattoo
Worn
To help during the untouched times
Reminding you
You were loved
And will be again

Twilights Refrain

Sun making its way across the sky
Cutting like a knife
Heading west
Calling to me
Like a sirens song
Follow…follow me
Blinded by the sun
Longing for westward dreams
Out of place here
Always have been
Having a pilgrims soul
Seeking freedom
Westward boundaries are filled with such souls
Those that heard the suns call
At gloaming
…
…
…
And answered

Unknown

Fear of the unknown
Paralyzing…perplexing
Life half-lived
Outside looking in
Reaching deep
Hoping to find bravery
Buried within my soul
Near miss…coming up empty handed
Sad today
Will try again
Tomorrow

Consumed

Piles of dirt
The place grass used to grow
Beasts of metal
Clawing into the land
If you listen
You can hear her…scream
Trees uprooted
Nature raped
Once again
In the name of progress

Arrived

A messy Life
Coloring outside the lines
Dancing in the rain
Loving under the stars
Giggling at life
Running free...at last

Baggage

Battered trunks
Corners worn
Hinges rusted
Longing for the next grand tour
They wait
Watching years pass
Voices lost to time
Memories…followed others to the grave
Sitting in dusty corners
Surrounded by antiquities
Dreaming of distant shores
Empty
They wait…still

Life

Mind swirling
Lost in a vortex
Too fast
Spinning
Day...night...day
Lost the reins
Trying to remember
Just
Breathe

The view

Icicles
Kaleidoscope of the world
Turning it upside down
Chaos
Fractals
Prisms of life
Worlds of winter
Longing to see
Accepting fate
Willing to touch ice

Night

Mind muddy
Thoughts disjointed
Digging deep
Dark places
Lighting the way

Cloudburst

What is it about rain?
Or maybe it is all water
The sound never fails to turn me on
Swear, I can almost orgasm during
A really good storm
Thunder, rain beating down…flashes of light
Takes my breath away
Fierce storms mirror sex
Powerful
Raw
Noisy
Alive
Wet

Storm Warning

Waiting
Ice on its way
Curled up...warm and safe
Longing for Spring
Have batteries, books and coffee
Will survive

Orgasm

Sexual meditation
Lose all thought
Time drifts away
Feelings concentrated
Consecrated
All that exists
Felt deep within
Touch the divine
Waters flow
Merge
Cumming
For a moment, life makes sense

Wanting

Needs
Simple really
Two bodies
Twisted together
Hearts beating
A primitive rhythm
No thoughts
Just feelings
Raw emotions
Playing out
Against a backdrop of lust

Winters End

Snow melting
White has turned to gray
Gloom have overcome
The day
But if I listen
Can almost hear
Spring
Just a breath away

Sunday 18th 2007

Seagulls in the snow
Landing on ice covered parking lots
They look lost
Wondering…
Are they searching for…something?
Running from…something
Why are they here?
Is it an omen?
But then again
Sometimes just like crows
A seagull in the snow
Is just
A seagull in the snow

Earnest

Release
Long sigh
That starts at your toes
Deep breath
Causing you pussy to spasm
Eyes darken with lust
Apex, wet with need
Crying out
As if it will understand
Plunging in
Hard
Finding a rhythm
Buzz felt deep within
Cumming
Alone

Today

Knees down
Eyes up
Looking at you
Numb
Waiting
Are you looking for me?
Do you understand?
What I want…
Offer
Are you willing to give?
Take
Submit
Eyes up
Looking for…you

Face to Face

Longings
Desires pushed away
Standing on the edge
Of yesterday
Looking out
Over tomorrow
Undecided
Reaching for heaven
Feet still mired in hell
Jumping at last
Free fall
Meeting myself
Awake now

Once more

Taken
Pushed to the limit
Marked by you
Using each other
Touching
Fucking
Sighing together
Release
Resting…to do it
Again and again
Wanting more
Needing more

United

Lovers touch
Hands sweeping
Over bodies
Inflamed
Nipples rising to greet
Fingertips
Cock pushing
Into valleys deep
Heat to heat
We meet
To dance
Soar

Lyrical

Notes played
All of us are musical instruments
Of a type
Moans…sweet as any chord
Bodies respond like strings
Bending to the song
Explored
Each musician getting a different sound
Instruments waiting
For the maestro’s touch

Clove Cigarettes

Blowing smoke rings
Time unfurling
Slow and sweet
A lover’s touch
Knees go weak
Remembering
When love was free

Verona

To sleep in your arms
No fear
Only love found there
Wrapped together
In an eternal kiss
Waiting patiently
For the world
To see…feel…understand
A love that can live
Forever

To be or not to be

Solo act
Empty bed
Slipping between
Dreams and reality
Quilts pulled down like a curtain
On a play
Left alone on the stage
Waiting

Question

Fucked by a rose
Velvet petals slowly, lightly caress
My body
Dancing around nipples
Seeking heat
Now…wet petals
Swirling, dipping
Pushing within
I asked too late
What of the thorns?

Questions

There are times
I feel so alone it hurts
Even in crowds
I can be alone
Part of me wants to stay this way
Never letting anyone in
Not again
What would it hurt to stay this way?
To be alone…untouched
Free
To answer the call
Running…heading into the sun
To drive…until I am out of road
Not a game
What I want
For you to say…Stop
Please stay