Exit Stage Left

Sounds of a war not worth waging
Guitars screaming in the night
Can't blame me for trying shoes on that did not fit
How would I know if I hadn't tried
Silent conversations
Words unneeded
The deafening sound of unspoken goodbyes

Empty

Why are endings always sad?
Beginnings scary
The middle so boring
I am tired of this
All of it
Trying to make the pieces fit
Wishing them whole
Until I am left holding
Holes in my heart
Pulled through my soul
Can't do it anymore
It's over...
Watching the vultures
Circling
What is left of our love affair

11th

Dark clouds
Hanging low in the winters sky
Memories of your cigarette smoke
Inhaling...Remembering
Scent of Dunhills
Watching you control the smoke
Without thought
Creating a smoke filled dance
Mingling with things unspoken
Always unspoken
But on the tip of my tongue
Bitter taste of regret
It's days like today
So close to your birthday
That I remember
What I wanted to say

Samhain

This night is perfect
Cool breeze blows crisp leaves
The sound excites me
Looking at the moon
Shrouded in her dark drapery clouds
I long for you
Your arms
Capturing
Holding my very soul
Tree bark rough against my back
Lost in your eyes
Dark chasms
Sinking slowly
Down
Falling
Lost
The need in me that craves the abyss within you
Screams for release
Howling for climax
Taken by the wolf moon

Bad Blogger

I have been very bad...No blogs for over a month...hides head in shame.
*sigh*

Seasons Change

It’s in the air
Wrapping around me like an old quilt
Familiar like a lost lover
Hear its voice in the birds’ song
See its breath in the time honored leaf dance
My soul opens for it
Welcoming it into my heart
The orgasm known as Fall

Dwelling Place

How do you know
When the time has come?
All illusions gone
Torn away
Naked...crying soul
Left bare
Alone
Is it a word?
A glance?
Or rather just that empty feeling
Left in the hollows of your heart
Whatever it is...You know
You always do
I am so sick of endings
Pulling the curtain now
Drawing myself into the pain
Knowing this place
All too well